Saturday, 18 April 2009

First steps first pregnancy

First steps on the new way of our life.
I am almost 30 years old, my love is in 36, so we are responsible enough to take care of a baby. Hopefully.... Everybody has own view about parental matters, but having an opinion and real experience... that is not the same thing.
Many thoughts are running through my head. I ask myself : "Am I able to be a good father? Is my love a great mother? Could we spend a whole lifetime together, and our family (opposite many others)will be staying together?" and so on. But to be worried about everything - it`s not a way to go, I guess.
I trust ourself, I trust the fate leading us on a right way, I trust all the experience we have got by failures and mistakes. Everything is going to be fine.

I have got object lessons through my family, how we are not suppose to manage family matters, because my parents had so many fight with each other, my father use to be a drunk, I was beaten sometimes, the childhood meant mostly just smacks, shouts and brawls. I don`t want the same for my own child, that`s for sure.

Oh, before I forget, here is our positive pregnancy test, the first step:











http://www.womens-health.co.uk/preg_test.html

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